on the mend
Dec. 2nd, 2007 12:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
adivai think i'm finally starting to feel better. well, all the IT boy snuggling may have had something to do with it.
i hope tomorrow's agenda doesn't put me back in sickville. since IT boy wanted a nice relaxed weekend with nothing to do but errands, he left tonight and will not be hanging out with me tomorrow. soooo.... i thought it was time for a spa day with my bff. after that, i have to brave bloomie's to find myself a cocktail dress. the typical "little black something" is my goal. i hope i don't kill anyone in the process. i had stupidly suggested macy's and my bff wisely pointed out that i would end up incarcerated after maiming/murdering/disposing the body of some unsuspecting tourist (whose real goal is to see the tree at rockefeller but thought she might fit in a quick visit to macy's while here in new york city for her "big trip"). i quickly saw the error of my proposed ways.
i also need a manicure. bad.
sounds like a nice weekend, right? i thought so. i'm definitely trying to enjoy my time since having made the decision to not worry about what's going on at work. i had a long talk with the mommers today about how much i do not want the silliness at work to impact the rest of my life. on top of it all, i'm not going to go into crisis mode based on some irrational fear that i will lose the job that i have. (in fact, i am typing right now on my new macbook and i have to say that it's probably one of the best things i've ever spent money on in my life. fo' real. and the new flat screen hdtv is helping with my confidence too.) and i will also do my best to just enjoy the relationship i have with my boy. i can't keep questioning its "realness." so i've been burned a lot in the past by men. that doesn't mean he will screw me over too. i need to let go of the past and focus on the here and now. oh god, i sound like a self-help tape.
stopping now.
butterflies, cupcakes, flowers, kisses. :) happy thoughts.
i hope tomorrow's agenda doesn't put me back in sickville. since IT boy wanted a nice relaxed weekend with nothing to do but errands, he left tonight and will not be hanging out with me tomorrow. soooo.... i thought it was time for a spa day with my bff. after that, i have to brave bloomie's to find myself a cocktail dress. the typical "little black something" is my goal. i hope i don't kill anyone in the process. i had stupidly suggested macy's and my bff wisely pointed out that i would end up incarcerated after maiming/murdering/disposing the body of some unsuspecting tourist (whose real goal is to see the tree at rockefeller but thought she might fit in a quick visit to macy's while here in new york city for her "big trip"). i quickly saw the error of my proposed ways.
i also need a manicure. bad.
sounds like a nice weekend, right? i thought so. i'm definitely trying to enjoy my time since having made the decision to not worry about what's going on at work. i had a long talk with the mommers today about how much i do not want the silliness at work to impact the rest of my life. on top of it all, i'm not going to go into crisis mode based on some irrational fear that i will lose the job that i have. (in fact, i am typing right now on my new macbook and i have to say that it's probably one of the best things i've ever spent money on in my life. fo' real. and the new flat screen hdtv is helping with my confidence too.) and i will also do my best to just enjoy the relationship i have with my boy. i can't keep questioning its "realness." so i've been burned a lot in the past by men. that doesn't mean he will screw me over too. i need to let go of the past and focus on the here and now. oh god, i sound like a self-help tape.
stopping now.
butterflies, cupcakes, flowers, kisses. :) happy thoughts.
