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I had a meltdown on Friday. It was pretty bad. It involved a lot of soul searching, phone calling, and a few tears. But I'm better now. Yay for me.
The result of my meltdown comes down to two conclusions: 1) I do not like making my life more complicated, and 2) some people I know are bitter 40-year-olds with smokers' coughs in late 20, early 30-something bodies.
I know this makes no sense, but I can't really get into details. Too personal and too fresh of a wound right now to discuss more.
So I'll move on to other things. Things like this very large project I have to finish soon. And the fact that I totally procrastinated over the weekend, doing things like buying new sheets and towels for my apartment. Well, and hanging out with a friend and his Spaniard crew last night (plus one German) in the Village. It's amazing I'm here at work this early. I'm exhausted!
I should probably get to that project now. Stupid lawyer work. Ergh.
The result of my meltdown comes down to two conclusions: 1) I do not like making my life more complicated, and 2) some people I know are bitter 40-year-olds with smokers' coughs in late 20, early 30-something bodies.
I know this makes no sense, but I can't really get into details. Too personal and too fresh of a wound right now to discuss more.
So I'll move on to other things. Things like this very large project I have to finish soon. And the fact that I totally procrastinated over the weekend, doing things like buying new sheets and towels for my apartment. Well, and hanging out with a friend and his Spaniard crew last night (plus one German) in the Village. It's amazing I'm here at work this early. I'm exhausted!
I should probably get to that project now. Stupid lawyer work. Ergh.
